This Pain Ends Here

Love drives you crazy. One moment you get separated from each other, already your heart grows restless. Five months? Oh God, I could never I imagine I would survive such a period. And now the waiting is over, the pain ends here.

I jumped joyfully when we were finally reunited, smile carved on my face. I spent night after night with you, and I plan to do so for as long as you are here.

When we were first separated, I thought well that is alright, I will garner strength from here. But what I did not realize was that the longing was getting larger too, gaining pace to keep up with the strength I gathered. One day I reached a point where longing takes over, all I did every day was looking for any news from you, any updates that could at least take off some burden from this heart. I went through old videos, hoping to hear your voice again, and at night I could not sleep thinking of when could I ever meet you again. When I did fall asleep, I dreamt of you.

Sometimes when I missed you, I tried talking to few people about how great you are, how they should try to get to know you. What I got was never a keen response, but that has never let me down. It is perfectly fine that I am the sole admirer of you, even though at times I wondered if things would be better if I could find someone else to talk to about you.

I know we were not supposed to be separated for this long, I apologize for that. But I wish to let you know that I always worked hard to make a meeting between us a possibility. At times, we just need to admit that fate acts brutally towards human being. Anyway, now that we have met, I hope that you can stay here a bit longer and I also hope that the next chance meeting you will not be too far away.

Thank God for the cheap DVD box set of The West Wing Season 4. I have been looking for you everywhere, finally I found you.